Today I did a healing session on myself
It was needed
called for
long over do
I felt my heart speak to my soul
It said “I need you”
Lately I’ve been processing a cyclical cycle that I no longer desire to be caught up in
It was a beautiful session
A beautiful lesson
It was a call home
Back to my center
Back to my hearts true desire
A calling away from distractions
A calling to pull towards me the most loving authentic purpose
A creation from the heart
A lost soul part now found
Forgive me…I prefer the unscripted
I need more
Because when given the opportunity between Disney Land and the trenches
I will choose the trenches 10,000 times
In the trenches I come out born again
But at disneyland I only get the stuffed animal
The presenter
The pretender
The white washed version of a soul that has no intention outside of winning
Will never be a soul that touches my heart
Forgive me for I have sinned
1000 times over
but it doesn’t keep the light from shining in
when I close my eyes at night
So beautifully fractured
The mosaic that makes her up
All of her pieces don’t fit perfectly together
Her painting is chipped
She doesn’t practice in mirrors
She doesn’t follow scripts
She just flows
And this is what makes her art